Bob and Elay: Days till "I Do."

So it’s really true.

They warned me, that when I start on the wedding preps, everything about me will be inclined towards the wedding and I’ll be “neglecting” some parts of my life.

I realized now that yes, it’s really true.

I feel bad, about Project 20. I promised myself that I won’t let the wedding get in the way of Project 20. Or vise versa?

But here I am, few days to go on February and still hasn’t got a single project line up for Project 20. It’s not what I intended to, coz I planned a project every month. This is not what’s supposed to happen.

Don’t get me wrong, I love the wedding preps. I always try to make this the next fun part of the wedding. But it’s just that sometimes, it hits me, that I have other things to prioritize too.

And I really want to go on Feb 21, and so far, I’m decided that I will go, and will not base my life on superstitions. I know God will protect me on that day, and he knows the desires of my heart. I will never be complete without doing a charity work a month.

The wedding is budgeted at 150k. So far we’re at the 100k mark. I really don’t want to go way beyond 100k, so we can donate the excess 50k to Project 20.

I thought of mixing/incorporating Project 20 into the wedding itself, and I don’t know if it’s still possible, but I’ll be requesting guests to bring a school bag donation on the wedding day itself. Maybe we’ll place a donation box, or table at the entrance.

Oh God, help me.