Bob and Elay: Days till "I Do."

Almost two weeks into the engagement, I still don’t feel that “complete”.

I want to be happy, I want to scream out the joy I feel right now. But amidst all these wonderful feelings, there’s still that painful pinch in the heart, knowing that the person I’d like to share everything with - still can’t accept the fact that I’m getting married.

It’s painful to live everyday with her and not discuss about the plans. I know I’m being selfish, but I just want her to be with me on this. There’s no one else I’d like to share this whole thing with, but her.

Every day I try to get her to help me, I ask her out, but I get rejected. I want to understand her in this but I also wish she’d do the same for me. It’s like I’m torn in between, there’s a lot to celebrate, but who should I celebrate it with?

If you miss the fun times, so do I. I don’t understand why things have to change. You keep building walls between us and I don’t know how to break them. They seem to grow stronger everyday.

Don’t do this to US.