Bob and Elay: Days till "I Do."

I went to Fitness First today to inquire about their package. I loved everything about it until we came to the “fee” discussion. For a while, I thought, “Hey, it’s just 2300+,” But then again, it’s still 7k in 3 months and 7k can do wonders with the wedding preps.

My weight has been an issue, not to Bob (apparently), but to me. I want to look good in that wedding gown and if it’s diet that I have to do or dumbbells that I have to carry, then fine, I’ll do it.

But really, for what?

Bob told me he’s marrying me for who I am, and it does not matter to him if I’m fat or thin, he’ll still marry me. I know it’s the sweetest thing ever at this state, but you know, there’s still that tiny voice at the back of my head that says, “Damn the wedding gown.”

So I decided to do it for myself.

Maybe not fitness first. Maybe I could do it at home, and let’s just see. Or maybe a cheaper gym, something that would not add to our budget problems with regards to the wedding.

Ahh. Lahat ba ng bride nagkakaganito? Or talagang weird lang ako.

Damn the wedding gown.